Tuesday, November 07, 2006

Everything seemed so vivid. I could feel her warmth close to me. As she lean her head against my shoulder and holding on to my hand, i told her never to let it go. Told her that i've been missing her for way too long and that i could never live without her by my side. And she smiled and put my hand to her chest and smile.. "i promise dear.."

I hug her tightly, tears flowing down to my cheeks without me able to control it. We then continued our journey exploring the place. A very huge building with man-made waterfalls and colourful birds chirping away merrily. It seemed like an indoor nature reserve. We had so much fun..

but deep in me..

i wonder if it's all true. It's just too good for things to happen.


"Min, dammit wake up.." i fought the inner side of me.

"..no..i don't want to..i don't wanna wake up..i wanna be with her..i'm happy..after such a long time..noo..pleasee..noooooo.."

"..it's not real...you will hurt yourself even more..now wake up and get ready to go to work..you be late for morning prayer if you don't.."

It seemed like i was having a war with my own conscious. I managed to fight it all and woke up, much to the fact puzzled on how it seemed so real. It's all over. I know. But why must she keep appearing in my dreams?

Why?

Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
9:51 PM