Tuesday, September 13, 2005
It's e month..e month which we get closed together. The epitome of greatness in my life. This is the time last year when i had the wildest and emotional time with
her. A journey i thought was a dream and one which i never wanna wake up from. Alas, all good things have to end. And somehow or rather, a year later, i feel a tinge of emptiness inside of me. Maybe i feel lonely. Or maybe im surrounded with people who's in love. I wanna have that feeling again but somehow everytime im abt to fall, i tell myself not to, just in case
she wanna start the journey together again. A fool i might be but i just can't see myself loving someone as much as ive loved her.
5 months have passed us by. I still have no idea what you've been up to. I just have this feeling that you're overseas right now, taking the path you have always wanted - studying. I wish i have any news about you. 5 freaking long months. Not a single day pass me by when i've stop thinking abt you.I thought going in camp for National Service would make me a tougher guy. But instead i keep thinking about you, through good and hard time. Everytime i'm being challenged mentally and physically for robust trainings, i'll have you in my mind. I keep reminding myself i can't fail. I got lotsa points to prove you wrong. I wanna show you i can live without you. That I can change myself for the good. Though you're not by my side now, i believe that i've accomplised something in my life. I know i can pull it through. But the ultimatum shall be 3 years from now. 23/11/2008. I shall wait for that day patiently. Just wait for me. I'm coming back home.
"Wake Me Up When September Ends"
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my fathers come to pass
seven years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
summer has come and passed
the innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
ring out the bells again
like we did when spring began
wake me up when september ends
here comes the rain again
falling from the stars
drenched in my pain again
becoming who we are
as my memory rests
but never forgets what I lost
wake me up when september ends
Summer has come and passed
The innocent can never last
wake me up when september ends
like my father's come to pass
twenty years has gone so fast
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
wake me up when september ends
PS. POP-ooooohhh. 3 months passed us by so fast. I shall never forget the time when we all go through thick and thin together. Men from Jaguar Coy, i salute you all.
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
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