New found friend. Miss FU 8**6C
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
9:47 PM
Sigh. I'm so not gonna get emotional here.
But just wanna say a big thanks to a green freak. She's been my pal, my better half, my companion. She's been thru rain and shine with me. Been thru scary moments and happy lovable times (Remember Miss F?). Day or night, she never failed me. Never make any real trouble for me. For all the time i ignore you, forgot to clean you up. Didn't have time to give you good nutrients. From east to west, north to south of Singapore, we've covered it all baby.
For 2 years 2 months. That's a long long time. With heavy heart, i've to let you go. Not because my feelings have changed, but i think it's about time we moved on. Well, it always happen, right?
You've been good. Serve your next partner well. Take care babe. Gonna miss you.
Goodbye Miss FT5655B.
Hello Miss FU 8**6C
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
9:18 PM
I was looking at my photo album when i realised what fun it had all been this 10 months of National Service. Time flies real fast and i'm so missing all my frens back in BMT, SISPEC and SMM. So a huge shout-outs goes to..
BMT - Jaguar Coy
- Danial aka The Rock, my partner in crime. He look exactly like the Rock. Crazy and loud. Just like me. Heh. We hit off kinda well together.
- The melayus..Rizal, Wan, Shahib and Hairul. For marching to Sch 2 cookhouse together. Just us malays. Getting caught for not saluting officers, laughing, punching each other while marching (hah that was was hilarious!) and taking short-cuts on the way back. Hah.
- Wei Guang. My forever blur buddy. Classical cockster. Sleeping even while in a parade. Not checking m16 while sending back. Thanks to me he's always safe from further punishment.
- The whole of Section 1. The most slackiest section. Kudos to Jonathan for making thru to OCS at the last minute. Sim to SAF Band. Edmund to a real slack vocation. Andy for pursuing his dreams in the Air-Force. Snoopy for getting the chance to earn his rank in the Navy. And of course Johnson for almost making through SISPEC with me but had to out-of-course (OOC) with 4 weeks remaining in the course. Wasted. Wei Guang and Danial having to slog it out as riflemen at various units. Chei Wei for not hearing any news about him. Whr are u man? Ivan for going to Artillery.
- And the other Jaguar Platoon 1 crazy peepz..to name a few.. Senthil, Aron, CSM, Elson, Kenneth, Pink Panther, Chumbaka (Haha!), Cookie Monster.
SISPEC - Bravo Coy
- First of all, to my buddy, Faisal aka Cikodok. Haha. You and me. Just like bro man. Huge influence on each other. U crazy bi*ch. Haha.
- The melayus as usual..Fazli for missing the damn expensive Matador, Fakirin for being a big sleepy-head and Yazid being the sergeant wannabe from Platoon 1. And the rest..too much to mention..the 22 of you all. Crazy bunches. Remember puasa when we had to get up as early as 4am? When we felt so rejoice upon hearing.. "5BX with run tomorrow morning..."? meaning we get to have extra longer sleep? Hah. And while waiting for breaking of fast. The stupid games we played to keep our mind off the food that laid infront of us? Wont forget that man.
- To Alvin. Another blur guy albeit the muscleman of the company. Wasted that you have to OOC just 2 weeks before getting your sergeant rank.
- To the ever irritating Ah Chai for making it thru OCS eventhough being the most hated man in Bravo Coy. And the rest of Section 1 who doesn't have a strong liking for me and Cikodok.
SMM - Spec II 'Alpha'
I dont need to talk too much about this group. It seemed like only yesterday that we met. So here it goes - Oscar, Herwan, Paul, Leong, Kenny, Indra, Raheem, Imran, Qui, Noreman, Su, Suder, Jeremy and Adeline. Not to forget to the guys im still meeting at sch, Hafiz, John, Dayat, Lim and Fairuz. The 20 of us been thru hell together. But we made it alive. Hah. Finally specs are we all..
YOU GUYS ROCK MAN!!!!!!!!
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
10:10 PM
I feel like puking right now. Seriously.
Met an old fren just awhile ago. The one i shared 3 yrs of my life with. Found out she's gonna settle down in 3-4yrs time. Argghhhh. Opps. Not that i have anything against that. Fact is im happy for her. But there's just a tiny weeney part of me that felt resentment hearing that from her. Im not jealous or whatsoever but it could be me. Oh well. All along i think, if only i were to meet her in later part of my life. Things MIGHT just be different. A few days ago, 29th March to be exact should mark our 6th yrs anniversary if things never took a bad turn but as they said "jodoh tak kan ke mana.." meaning errr..Fate will still bring the One for you no matter what happen. Rough translation la. My malay getting poor nowadays. Hah.
That reminds me of someone else..she said.."if only we were to meet when we're both 25..then things will be just perfect.."
OK. Anyway. I was attending religious classes in the evening (Yes i still go for classes ok. hmpf!). I actually attained something new today. It was told that that a few weeks during pregnancies, still in foetus form, roh or souls are told of 3 things.
1. When they're (when born into the world) are gonna die.
2. Their jodohs.
3. And i forget abt the 3rd one. Something about being pious, i think.
And if they (the souls) decide not to agree on the conditions presented to them, they (the foetus) will pass away before birth. Which automatically brings them to Heaven.
Which bring back to what i've been thinking. Obviously my soul agrees on the conditions. Duh. But is he really satisfied with them all? Hmm. Especially about the fate part? 'Cause the word MARRIAGE has been heard quite often the past few weeks. With some friends and cousins getting married. Mum has been like emphasising on the $20K point in order to get married. With all the young people that she knows basically attached, she happily think that i am one too. Little that she know that MARRIAGE is the last thing on my mind. I mean, i do wanna get married but there's still some things that i wanna do before settling down. Like for one being attached. Duh? Ok that one not that important. I wanna travel the world first. I wanna go Dubai, Geneva, Tyneside, Glasgow, Armsterdam, Madrid, Seoul, Prague and Rome (actually wanna go Paris too but that spot is reserved for my honeymoon.hehehe..). And to go there i need money. So MARRIAGE can take a backseat for now. Heh. I wanna be ready for MARRIAGE. So i can be the best husband and dad in the world. But before that i wanna have fun first. Hah that's for sure man. I wanna explore the world. Meet different kind of people. Visit St James Park.
Oh well. Im only 23. Still got a long long way to go. But truth to be told, im kinda afraid on how my future will unfold. Will worry about that later. Sigh.
God Can Explain - Splender
There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you to look me in the eyes
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away It's alright,
I'm O.K. I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
The scent of vasoline in the summertime
The feel of an icecube
Melting overtime
The world seems bigger
Than both of us
Yet it seems so small when I begin to cry
It's alright
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
11:25 PM
