Mood: Thoughtless - Korn
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny?
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying when you're bloody down in front of me
All of my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
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10:09 PM
Mood: I Live My Life For You - Lifehouse
Love ain't never about hugs and kisses.
It's about compromise.
Love ain't never about "my way or the highway"
It's about sacrifices.
Love ain't all about laughters.
It's about tears too.
Love ain't all about rainbows and sunshine.
It's about lightnings and thunder too.
Love ain't never about sweet nothings.
It's about heartaches too.
Love ain't never about you and me.
It's always about 'us'.
The journey might be far from over..
The passage might not be smooth at all..
The thoughts might still be unclear..
But whenever and wherever you fall..
Just know that there's someone..
Who's willing to catch your back..
Just for you..
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You know you're everything to me
And I could never see, the two of us apart
And you know I give myself to you
And no matter what you do, I promise you my heart
I've built my world around you and I want you to know
I need you, like I've never needed anyone before
I live my life for you
I want to be by your side in everything that you do
And if there's only one thing you can believe is true
I live my life for you
I dedicated my life to you
You know that I would die for you
But our love would last forever
And I will always be with you
And there is nothing we can't do
As long as we're together
I just can't live without you, and I want you to know
I need you like I've never needed anyone before
Wow, yeah I live my life for you
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10:00 PM
I've cut my hair too short. *Gulp*
So reminds me of the days at SISPEC. Those 4-3-2-1 haircuts. Phftt. I so don't miss them. But here i am again. Haizz.
No more going out now. Not until my hair is presentable at least. Haha. I know. I'm so vain. (i sound so girlish here, but hey it's true!)
A new week. Another new week. I'm so sick of doing the same thing over and over again.
Arghhhh. 10 more months.
Must. Hang. In. There.
Gosh. I'm so pathetic.
Outta here.
Laters.
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10:22 PM
Mood: Bad Day - Daniel Powter
Somebody help me. I'm in pain. I cant't move my neck. I think it's the way i slept yesterday but my mum said i'm feeling just abit too heaty.
Anyway..
I'm feeling real edgy today. Restless too if i might add.
"No dates today?" someone asked.
Then i just realise i've been going out with quite a number of people just for this month alone. And frankly? I'm getting tired of it.Basically, the same thing will happen over and over again. The first and last meet-up. I don't know what's up with me. I just can't seemed to bring myself entering the second meet-up stage ( or for some lucky peope the third). I don't see myself having dates. Just plain ol' meet-ups. Dates are events that you share with someone you like or someone you're chasing after. What the hell am i talking here. I just wanna meet the saviour. My saviour. But i'm so lazy to go out and meet new people. Phfttt.
Yesterday though, i managed to catch 'How Much You Love Me' starring Monica Belucci. Don't even bother thinking about catching it. Lest if you wanna catch Madame Belucci voluptuous assets and smooth curves, you be just wasting your dollars cause the plot is way too thin (or non-existence!) for a French movie.
Late night by the esplanade..
My room turns out like this aft only 1 night of guard duty. A new furniture and everything else rearranged.
CPR and CAI IC..
PS. Shit. I miss her out of a sudden.
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11:32 PM
It's been a long tiring week so far. Had only a pathetic 8 hours of sleep so far for the past three days. Due to guard duty, late nights out. I'm dead beat as i'm writing this down.
A big shout-out though to two new friends made.
To Miss N for being the much-sought movie khaki i've been searching for. Pirates of the Caribbean was a blast. Aye?
To Miss I for forcing me to do her reports. Tiring, yes. But did enjoy e company. Really wondering why they must banned smoking at that place. Ridiculous.
Somehow i'm beggining to enjoy meeting different types of people now. Their perspective of life, and love and etc. I may be the very much lonely guy right now, but with friends around, it sure help lighten the cause. Heh.
One issue, i'm pretty much contemplating working as an air-steward after i'm done with NS. I received several positive comments that i should try applying since i've been talking non-stop on how much i wanna travel around the world.
That's a catch though.
To travel and meet new people and experience the different cultures are one thing.
But to do it as a career is another.
I always thought that if i were to travel, it will either be with my better half (which is none currently. Hah!) or with my friends. To travel alone ain't just my cup of tea. And not forgetting the phobia of flying and the sea. You can go figure it yourself. :)
Oh well, time is still by my side. I'll have to think about this very carefully. I mean, who wouldn't right?
Ok then. Time to hit the bed. I badly need the sleep. Good night Singapore and people around the world!
~Peace out~
Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................
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12:38 AM
Weekend was spent on just the NDP rehearsal itself. There's quite some pictures taken but so lazy to upload in here with the resizing and stuffs to be done. So just go to this link to see more yar..!!
http://cyberlicious.multiply.com/photos/album/8
or..
you can just go to my "BROKEN LINKS" profile and hover over the link..
just a warning though, it's been ages since i last updated my multiply profile..heh..
thats my name..!!
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12:44 AM
I think i had enough. Being the mister-nice guy. Doing all the apologising when i'm not even in the wrong? Being misunderstood. Lashing out on me whenever and wherever you feel like doing it. Accusing me of things i didn't do. Clearly taking advantage of me. This has been going on for soooo long now.
If you expect me to be the perfect gentleman, no way i'm gonna be. If you think i will obey to your sayings just because you think i will wait for you, ah ah you're wrong. If you think i'm gonna be there for you only when you need me for comfort, i'm saying shame on you. Wouldn't wanna be with someone who doesn't wanna be with me in the first place. So goodbye to you. Goodbye to mister nice me.
I'm back to being the jerk that i'm well-known for. Maybe it is true after all, nice guys finish last. So why be the nice guy in the first place. You have been pushing me to the limits. And it's time, finally.
Three years are up.
The animal has been release.
Welcome back the good ol' mean me.
Let the fun begin.
Hah.
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10:28 PM
This is gonna be a pointless entry. So shoooo to those without any sense of humour. Heh.
Anyway there's two stories that i wanna share for today. And it all have to do with my adorable (yet so blur!) cousin.
Ok the first story happened a few weeks ago. I was accompanying her to buy cigarettes. Then i just got this urge to disturb her. So here it goes.
Her: Uncle, one packet of *** please.
Shopkeeper: Ok that will be $8.90.
Me to nobody: *cough* IC, *cough* IC
Then the uncle upon hearing me saying that demand to take a look at my cousin's IC. I was laughing hysterically! And poor cousin have to take out her IC when she's like bloody 23 already! Muahahahaha!! Should take a look at her face. If she has a gun with her that day, i swear she will surely shoot me in the head at that very moment!
Second story.
This happened just today. Me and the two cousins were talking. Then the topic of Paris Hilton came out. He was talking about this story of how Miss Hilton happily bought this "One night in Paris" video for her 14 years old cousin.
He: Have you heard about the "One night in Paris" before?
She: Huh?
Me & He: Muahahahahahahahah!!!
Me: Seriously no??
She: Huh? What's that?
He: Imagine ****** in you.
She: In me? Noooooooooooo..Neverrrrrrr...Can't what???
At this point she still doesn't get it.
Me & He: Muahahahahahaha!!
She: Huh?
Me: * Censored* --> Explaining word by word. Layman term.
After a while, she finally got it. And we continue laughing from now on. So blur. Haizzz. Hah!
So that's my cousin for you. So funny. I guess the three of us are la anyway. Hah.
Balaclava..
That's my Macdonald..
Mirror image? *Ok that isn't a bulging stomach. That's just the jacket doing some tricks on your eyes*
Baby "Samaire" part 1..
Baby "Samaire" part 2..
Bilik bujang..supa-messy..hahah..
My living room!!
PS. Some of the pictures uploaded here was taken just for fun. Got nothing else to take anyway. Haha!
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1:01 AM
So what if you can see,
The darkest side of me,
No one will ever tame,
This animal I have become.
Help me believe,
It's not the real me,
Somebody help me tame this animal.
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11:31 PM
I went out with a new friend, again, today. For the how-many-times-i-can't-remember. Phft.
Somehow, it seemed like i've known and met this person before. She so remind me of someone. That someone in the past. Her independence, maturity, dedication to work, strong-headed, know's what she wants in life and of course, the cuteness ( and yeah she likes green too!! ). *winks*
I swear it was her long lost twin.
Then again, i don't know if i'm ever meeting her again. The similarities were kinda obvious but i guess by she giving me the Fish & Co treat ( eventhough how much i wanna pay for it ) leave me no choice but to get for her a birthday present which will up pretty soon and i still don't have any idea on what to get for her. Basically she's a 'shopaholic'. She have already own so many things. Smart girl. Just happily make me get her a gift. 10 more days. Sigh. Any ideas? Sarah?? Help me on this. Purleaseeeeeeee??
Anyway thanks Miss A for everything. It was nice meeting you. *chuckles*
PS. Sigh i'm gonna miss the World Cup semi-finals. 3am is way too early for me to get up. Sigh.
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11:25 PM
Managed to catch Superman Returns yesterday.
I've to say this is one of the best version of the popular superhero from DC Comic. Maybe because Superman had an awesome cool costume. Or maybe the special effect was superb. Or maybe because Superman was potrait as an emotional guy just like any human beings. Rather than attempt to be larger than life and behave like an icon, he prefers to play it with more humanity and personality. That gained the sympathies from the people watching him which i'm sure the director of the show, Bryan Singer had in mind when he was first assigned to do the movie.
Except for some of the takes which were exaggerated to the point of idiocy. Like when Superman's hair remained gelled eventhough after diving into the sea. How he managed to land up in the ICU ( like come on he IS Superman after all. Just give him a bit of sunlight and he be up and running or should i say flying). And the shocker of all mother shocker ( hah somehow i like how that sounds. hmm ) - Superman has a huge secret. Maybe bigger than the already destroyed Planet Krypton. As yours truly is really a very thoughtful and considerate guy, i won't spoil the fun for those who have not catch the movie. For those who don't want to, beep me up ( only people that knows me are applicable here! hah ), then i will be more than kind to fill you in in one of the biggest surprise ever in DC Comic. Trust me. You won't expect this. Neither did i!
Other than that, i think Brandon Routh depicts Superman to a very certain point that he reminds me of the late Christopher Reeves. So much for Tom Welling. I think he should just stay at Smallville. Not that i've anything against him since i lurveee watching Smallville ( Lana Lang! Lois Lane! Chloe Sullivan!), it's just that Brandon Routh is this raw talent which people have not seen before, thus making him the perfect Superman after Reeves. That ol' chap should be proud, trust me.
So..
Other than Superman being the main talking point of this entry, I so badly wanna clear this up. It's getting real irritating. After 23 long years.
I am a MALAY.MUSLIM!
Please do not mistook me for a Chinese. Yes my grandma may hail all the way from Hong Kong. Yes i may look supa-cina now (i'm trying my very best to get as much tan as possible). But no i'm no Chinese. I can only speak ee tian tian Mandarin. I can understand when people are bitching about me in Mandarin. I may enjoy watching Chinese drama serial ( and now Korean shows have caught my attention and heart! Heh). But i do watch Malay shows. Listen to Malay songs. Speak Malay ( albeit the very rough version or melayu kasar). I am 100% Melayu. No doubt about it.
And the most annoying part?
When people start talking to me in Chinese when i'm wearing my bloody Army uniform with my name spelt out perfectly clear in the name tag and in capital letters at that! These people ah.
" Wa pu sher huaren. Wa sher malairen. " - that's my common response to that (well i obviously don't know how to spell Mandarin characters so pardon me if it's spelt wrongly).
Anyway..
I'm going to Korea next year right after ORD-ohhh!!
If i got my way that is ( 60% almost there. Heh). The families are planning to go to Melbourne but i think i prefer going Korea since it's gonna be snow and the scenery will be just superb! Kawaii!! Opps. That's Japanese. *winks*
Man of steel..
PS. Since now is the Superman fever, some songs dedicated to Mister Clark Kent aka Superman's fans : Greenday - Superman, Our Lady Peace - Made of Steel, Superman's dead. Check it out yar! Enjoy~~
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9:48 PM
First of all, i'm not gonna be a sore loser.
So kudos to the Portuguese for advancing through to the next round.
It was the best match i've ever watch. England versus Portugal. What a appropriate timing to exact revenge for the Euro 2004 loss. But it was a night not to be. The moment the match went into penalty shoot-outs, with the number 1, Alexandre Ricardo in between the post couple with England woeful luck with penalties (5 losses in 16 years excluding European championship!), i somehow received this premonition that it's gonna be all disaster for the English. Though i was praying what i felt was wrong somehow it did come true. Sigh.
Whatever it is, applauses to the English for bringing the game to the Portuguese eventhough being one man down for a large chunk of the game and playing without their influential captain. Particularly to Owen Hargreaves for having a superb match down in the middle. Joe Cole for mesmerising the millions around the world with his skills and deft touches (considering he IS an English after all). Steven Gerrard and Frank Lampard for executing their roles (though it was a major dissapointment that Lampard failed to score in any of the matches considering the number of chances he had). Paul Robinson for the countless saves. The four defenders for blocking out waves and waves of Portuguese attacks.
And Peter Crouch.
Peter Crouch? Pfhtt don't even let me get started. He sucks. Period.
It was a good game and there had to be a winner and loser. Portugal won but we will meet again, for sure. And 'till then, all the best for the Portuguese in the semi-final.
For the English?
Let's look forward to Euro 2008 Austria/Switzerland and World Cup 2010 South Africa.
And yeah may God still save the Queen.
Dejected..
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2:43 AM
