I just couldn't miss watching the premiere of Coyote Ugly on TV on Monday. Not just 'cause i wanna watch the hot babes in it. Nor that i haven't seen the movie before. The show just brings back nice sweet memories of me and an ex. Someone whom i shared 3 years of highs and lows of my life. Remembered vividly the time spent almost every day with her. And so this entry is dedicated specially for her. For a special friend 'till now.
Still remembered how we would spent time together just by slacking at Mac and by the void deck. It does help that she stay just beside my block back then. Studied together for the 'O's. The way she taught me English Literature. The way she does her Maths calculations. When we would write in a diary in order to understand each other better (as it seemed hard to express our thoughts at times.) When i would diligently fetch her at TTS's starbuck and get to enjoy a cup of ice mocha. When we would quarrel over the slightest thing (that too 'cause of my immaturity). When we were separated for a few months. You with your new guy and me with a new gal. How i just wanna be with you when that happened. The moment you pull my arm when i walked away knowing you no longer wanna be with me. The time when you cried when i said i was here to stay. The time when we were worried about the future. Remember the D&D night and the events prior to that? When we went shopping to get those retro outfits. Those identical pink shades of ours. And your cute 'lil sandals which you wore only once for the prom. The Hyundai and Alcatel handphones? (Hah) And the 3310s that we both had? The selfishness that i showed when you needed me most. The anguish feeling when i saw you with someone else while still together.When i tried to do the same thing to make you mad? When we laughed off at all the dumb things we had done. When you were my confidant and vice-versa. I miss those time.
I still remember all that. And whatever happen in the future, i know i can still depend on you just like you can depend on me. I guess how things have worked out is a true blessing in disguise. Thanks for everything.
And yesh i can still hear you singing Leanne Rimes's Can't fight the moonlight. How you always wanna be part of the Coyotes'. Sweet you. *smiles*
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4:04 AM
First of all, thank goodness for the supa-long weekend. I'm burnt out from all the studies in camp. And yet was feeling disappointed that after all the hard work putting in studying i couldn't accomplish clearing all the test. I failed my medical theory test. Sigh. I swear i studied real hard for that paper but was rathered confused while doing it. It wasn't a straight forward paper and 35% of the course actually failed the paper. Oh well, i've been through this before. I will pick myself up that's for sure but only after a good night sleep. Been missing that alot.
Anyway, finally managed to go to MOS on Saturday. Went with the SISPEC guys and find the place quite pure madness. It's like Zouk combining with Double O. The crowds there were like so huge and happening . Thank goodness the queue wasn't that long when we arrived.
And yeah, not to forget how troublesome it is for me now that my bike is currently down. Gear lever broke. Suspect some guilty people out there as the main mastermind to it. And the problem just have to clash with CNY. All shops are close and now have to wait 'till Tuesday just to get a new one.
Though all the events that had happened the past one week, i'm pretty much looking forward to this week. 'Cause it's my attachment week! I'll be attached to Bishan Firestation (paramedic side) and Tan Tock Seng Hospital (A&E) for around 8 days or so. Having mixed feeling right now. And i'm so sure that come Wednesday it will be much more worse. I'm glad that i'm having this chance to extend my experience beyond the classroom but i'm just scared that i will do mistakes during the phase of work. I mean, real people are out there on the street. It's no more dummy casualties or doing some practical protocols simulation. This is the real thing. Wish me luck.
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12:46 AM
That's nothing for me to do now. Im so bored. Don't really feel like going out. I think i will go back to slumberland. Good night.
Gays..i mean guys night out at Changi Aloha Chalet..
The night i was put into a state of shock and suffered multiple concussions...well..literally..haha..
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10:26 PM
What a week it has been. Pretty damn hectic. Mentally drained out. Had 2 major tests ~ PAM Trauma theory and practical. People have been burning the midnight oil just to pass these both tests. In the end, only 1 failed for the theory test and 5 for the practical.
Me?
I was quite surprised at my results. And i think everyone echoed the same sentiments. I mean i didn't even studied as hard as them, slept early every night, reading my Angels & Demons book while they're studying. And being labelled as a slacker and "someone who always sleep in class" (i swear it doesn't happen that often!) obviously doesn't help, even my CSI (Course Senior Instructor) was amazed at my achievement. For that, i got a 73 for my theory and 81 for the practical. For the record, the highest mark for the theory test was 86 and 96 for the practical. Not bad huh for someone who is a diploma holder but have absolutely no idea about what he studied. Hah.
So it's back to study again for the coming week and so. Major test coming up again ~ Medical Emergencies. Argh. 8 more weeks to gooooooooooooooooo...
What a night at The One..with wan here..
My precioussssssssssssssss...
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7:04 PM
i miss madinah...i miss mecca..
i miss the enviroment over there. so peace and the air so refreshing.
i miss the heavenly ice-cream.
i miss seeing the pigeons gathering together when call for prayer comes.
i miss eating the kebab and nan.
i miss interacting with the friendly people over there.
i miss seeing all the historic place.
i miss praying infront of the Ka'baah.
i just miss being the real me. Selamat Hari Raya Aidiladha.
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11:09 AM
Can't believe it. i'm actually..23! I feel real old right now. Hah.
i still remember..
- when i used to skip lessons back in those old days just to steal a puff or two (quite dumb huh?)
- when i dyed my whole hair blond and was nicked by my friends as the "Golden Monkey" (yes yes i supa look like a chinese back then!)
- when 3 different girls actually confessed that they like me in front of the whole school by dedicating a song to me in the talentime singing competition at various point of time in school which i soooo didn't saw it coming. felt so embarrassed.. yet honoured. hee.
- when i used to cry like a baby when my first love left me for someone else. i didn't know the meaning of love back then. sigh.
- when we had lotsa lotsa fun though shortage of money was never deemed as a problem.
- when i couldn't be bothered about what people actually think about me. just going with the flow. rebellious if i may say.
- when wearing baggy jeans and extra-large t-shirt with a jockey cap on and a skateboard in hand would seem real cool. damn i miss those time.
- vandalising public properties with those 4-wheels decks. being chased by cops and park rangers.
- when studying just sux big time and making fool of teachers was a competition among peers.
- when a plate of nasi lemak just cost $0.30 back in primary school.
- and a cup of coke at only $0.10
- when we used to travel to various stadiums to play our soccer matches every weekened pitting against other youths clubs.
- when someone got so mad at me for not attending the school soccer trial-out yet was selected as one. being a first team player at that.
- when the coach of the soccer team had to ask my better half (back then) to pursuade me to carry on playing for the school team. damn attitude player i am. hehe.
- when getting $5 per game as a ball-boy was the closest we would get for our weekely allowance.
- when it seemed i was dumped by almost every girl that i went out with. oh hell did i learn from that lesson! ;p
- when making girls cry seemed to be my forte from that moment onwards. geez.
- oh yeah and how i grew up learning from all that experience to be a better person.
- when hanging with the naughty guys would seem real cool back then.
- on how i quietly studied for my coming tests once i reached home and away from those guys. Hah!
- when i reminiscent what had happened the last 23 years and while im smiling to myself......telling that i would never wanna miss going through all that..never..
..for those memories make me what i am today...
.............................happy birthday amin.................................
reminiscence through the good and bad times....
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3:43 AM
Just finish watching Closer. Damn it's a bloody good movie. Somehow it controvert my "supposedly great understanding" of love. Bleughhh. It also question the nature of relationship and fidelity as it follows the tangled web created by Dan (Jude Law), Alice (Natalie Portman), Anna (Julia Roberts) and Larry (Clive Owen). Though frankly, after what happened to Dan, i'm really not that enthuasistic about falling in love and being in a relationship, right now that is. Well, not that i have anyone in mind. Hah.
Are humans meant to mate? What drives someone in a perfectly good relationship to cheat and risk losing the one they love and that loves them? Is it really possible to love more than one person at the same time? How well does anyone really know the one thay love?
Peace out!
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2:12 PM
How apt, but i prefer green please.
"Amin, your true color is Blue!
You're blue - the most soothing shade of the spectrum. The color of a clear summer sky or a deep, reflective ocean, blue has traditionally symbolized trust, solitude, and loyalty. Most likely a thoughtful person who values spending some time on your own, you'd rather connect deeply with a few people than have a bunch of slight acquaintances. Luckily, making close friends isn't that hard, since people are naturally attracted to you - they're soothed by your calming presence. Cool and collected, you rarely overreact. Instead, you think things through before coming to a decision. That level-headed, thoughtful approach to life is patently blue - and patently you!"
PS. It really sux having to do guard duty on a sat. Sigh. There goes my weekend.
mister blue me..
*Disclaimer: No editing is done on this picture.
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4:22 AM
Was on the way back from camp and nearly had a fatal accident.
The rain had just stopped and being the safe rider that i am, i was riding real slow toward the entrance to SLE(BKE). 60 km/hr if i could recalled. I guess i was dreaming during the journey when i suddenly realised the traffic light turned to amber. Couldn't dash through so instinctly i slowed down and was preparing to stop. But out of no reason, i used only my front brake to do so. My rear tyre started to "dance" left and right. Not once but twice! I swear my heart skipped for a second. Luckily i managed to resume control of my bike in time. All the while i was thinking not to fall 'cause i dont wanna spoil my new jacket. Hee. And i soon realised that there was a van right behind me. Phew. Scary i tell you. That was way too close.
Well, i'm gonna take my own sweet time going back to camp later on. No more speeding. For now.
The one that got away
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4:54 AM
I feel kinda satisfied the way my blog turns out. Haha.
Anyway, i dreamt of someone, a friend 2 days ago. No no..not "her". It was so vivid that i couldn't believe that i actually dreamt of it and of course her! Bleurgh. It was kinda sweet and let's just say i woke up feeling much more better than any other days. Can't tell though what it was exactly about 'cause you know what the old people says about this kind of pantang (taboo) . It was told that if you dream of something nice and you want it to come true, it's wise for you not to tell it around. Otherwise it won't materialise. Superstitious i am not but it won't hurt right just keeping mum about it? ;)
Finally able to finish Taibah's XXL Chupachups from Latvia. Nearly choke myself trying to finish the lollipop. I just wanna get to the bubblegum part but being the XXL lollipop that it is, i sat down at East Coast all alone (my friends were talkin to themselves la) enjoy the chill sea breeze and had a FABULOUS countdown licking lollipop. Though the size helps alot in keeping me awake during the drive back home, i only get to chew on the bubble gum 5 mins away from reaching homebase. And boy does it sux big time. It's like chewing a big rubber that i had no choice but to spit it away immediately. What anti-climax. Hah. So now i know how a lollipop from Latvia works. ;p
Just came back playing futsal at NUS just now. Fitness picking up just all right. Felt can run more but for a slight injury to the joints between the tarsal and the 3rd and 4th metatarsal. Hah enuf of the medical jargon. I think i'm getting good at this. *applause*
Ok then, enough of the supa-long weekend. Back to cracking my brain for the up and coming test - Patient Accessment Module Sigh.
A group picture of the guys from SISPEC taken at Sentosa last week. Damn i should be at PLC joining them instead of being at SMM. Sigh.
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1:09 AM
Just testing my new blog layout and my new photo uploading website..
A big holla to the SMM guys!
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