It's like freaking 1240am now and i'm still up. I'm so gonna be late for work tomorrow or later on if you wanna be that accurate. Sigh.
I was blog-hopping. And somehow i found out that other people's life are like so colourful and fun.
Damn i feel so empty. So many things in my mind right now but i just don't know how to put it in words. Somehow it's seemed tonight is one of those emo session night. Don't even have any clues why i'm listening to these emo songs. Phfttt.
Life is like sooo routine now. And i HATE it. I want to start work. Wanna go see the world. Singapore is so so so damn boring. The environment just sucks right now. Sigh. Sigh. Sigh.
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I am bored to the max. I think i'm better off hitting the bed.
Sigh.
For the 5th time.
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12:40 AM
I sense a weird feeling of deja vu.
It's like this certain aura that's suffocating the livelihood out of me, literally.
And i hate being in this predicament.
I want out, before i'm being sucked further into it.
Sigh.
Here we go again.
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10:04 PM
Something funny happened yesterday.
Was at my grandma's place to fetch my mum home. Then the aunts started talking about the recent trip to Thailand and suddenly Zak's name pop up in the conversation. They were asking which airline his girlfriend is in right now. Then what's more amazing was this...
"Alaaaa..ntah-ntah amin nye girlfriend pon air-stewardess. Air-stewardess takpe..asalkan bukan dari TigerAirway. Service tak bagus!"
Haha. I don't know whether to laugh at the fact that i'm still single or about the airline part. In the end i just gave out a grin. This aunties ah. They can be annoying but they can be real funny at times. Heh.
Anyway, today i get to play with the youngest cousin in the family, cute 'lil Jannah. You see, before this, she will always cry when she sees me. Not because i'm scary or what, it's 'cause when she was born last year, i was already enlisted for NS. And i seldom attend to family functions for almost a year, no wonder she didn't know that i am her 4th eldest cousin (and that's like out of 29 ok!!) . She's like supa adorable now that she can walk!!!
Number 29th..6 months ago...
And i found this among my files in the PC..meaningful? You bet!
PS. It's been a long long long time since i last listen to Kris Dayanti and Anang's songs. The last time was like way back in '99. Should listen to their 'Makin Aku Cinta'. Superb! I like. ;)
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9:57 PM
Was watching What Women Want on 5 yesterday. Really damn good romantic movie. Believe me after watching that movie, it somehow gave me hope that real love does still exist in this world. Trust, sincerity and the willingness to go through thick and thin together. Another lesson learnt. Superb!
Hmmmm..
Am i or am i not?
Did i really jumped off the cliff?
Or was it all an illusion?
Truth to be told, i'm still very very afraid. For all the heartaches and sleepless nights.
BUT..
If she's willing, i'm all for it.
I don't wanna say if she's the one or whatsoever. I will only jinx whatever that's gonna happen next, like how it has always been so. Somehow, there's this amazing connection that i feel we shared. Well to my opinion that is. Trust me if anyone could, i'll do everything just to make things work if she's willing as i said. There will no longer be a repeat of a 1-sided relationship..no no..never never never again. People do learnt from their mistakes right? I believe i'm a much better guy now in terms of handling relationships compared to what, 2 years ago? I'm starting to think more for other people then just about myself. Well the world doesn't just revolve around me right? ;) Then if things are to follow the scripts, perhaps i will then have a great companion to follow me to South Africa in 4 years time. Then can have fun together. Phfttt. Who am i to kid. It's way too early to tell. The treatment kinda cold and slow now. I don't know. Ohh God please do not let me get hurt again. *cross fingers*
Gonna be scenes on the 9th of July. Come on England! We are bringing back the cup after 40 long years!!
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5:06 PM
I
I always thought that
I knew I'd always have the right to
Be living in the kingdom of the good and truth
It's on but now I think how I was wrong
And you were laughing along
And now I look a fool to thinking you were wrong
My sight
Is it any wonder I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right
Sometimes
It's hard to know where I stand
It's hard to know where I am
Well maybe it's a puzzle I don't understand
But sometimes
I get the feeling that I'm
Stranded in the wrong time
Where love is just a lyric in a tail-goes-round
It sounds by
Is it any wonder that I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right
All these days
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid
Is it any wonder that I feel betrade
Nothing left inside this old cathedral
Just this sad lonely aspires
Adding you make it right
Oh did you try
Is it any wonder I'm tired
Is it any wonder that I feel uptight
Is it any wonder I don't know what's right
All these days
After all the misery made
Is it any wonder that I feel afraid
Is it any wonder that I feel betrade
A meaningful song indeed!
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8:48 PM
And so im doin this out of supa boredom. And cause deary cuzzy insist on so. The house is like so quiet now. Whole family went for a holiday to Thailand 'till next Wednesday leaving me all alone. I'm supa not used to the temporary arrangement. I mean to sleep and wake up whenever you feel like it. To smoke everywhere in the house. To blast the television's volume. Life kinda cool except am so lazy to cook my own food everyday. And kinda miss the constant naggings from beloved mummy. I'm starting to miss them all. Oh well.
Anyway i got something to occupied myself. Finally got my own set of PS2 after so long wanting to own one to keep me entertain throughout the day.
Ok that's all. Brazil vs Australia coming up. Chao!
3 schools I went to: fuchun pri, fuchun sec, nyp
3 things in my handbag: errrr i don carry handbags. phftt.
3 things I do when I'm stressed: smoke smoke smoke!
3 places i go on a daily basis: al-ameen woodlands, nee soon camp, mac civic centre
3 fav fruits: durian, mango, lychee
3 names I go by: min, mamin (thx la cuz!hmpf!!) , mister mutant level 1 (whatever to dat)
3 of my fav food: sambal udang! macaroni (fried or cheese), chicken chop
3 things I'm wearing right now: only my soccer shorts. very hot lah.
Who is in the house with me: no one. all alone for five days.
Who am I thinking of right now? someone out der. she noes who. :)
Who did I last talk to on the phone: dat someone.
Who did I sit with during my 5th period in class? lidyana!
Who was the last person I uttered love to? hmmmm long time. don wish to say who.
Who do I wish I am with right now? haha. of course her laaaaa.. ;)
Who gets on my nerves most in school? errrr no one since i irritate ppl..muahahaha!
Where do I sleep? in my supa clean now bedroom
Where is the place I took a ride to? changi airport.
What was the last thing I ate? fried macaroni
What colour shirt am I wearing now? no shirt now.
What is the closest item to me that is blue? my dearest baby "samaire" :)
What do I like most about school? pocket money
What is my fav colour? green!!
What do I wear most often jeans or shorts? shorts
What was the last movie I watched? x-men 2
When did I start school?1986
When did I last go to the mall? last tues?
When did I last burn something? er.. dats supa long time ago.
3 bloggers to do this: whoever la. doin dis jus cause of boredom.
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12:08 AM
