Saturday, July 31, 2004
Sat afternoon, 110pm..typical sat..juz lazin ard in bed..woke up pretty shock to see 3 msgs..was more shock when i read 2 of dem..my old sch mate frm fuchun pri n sec,Siti Nur Fazillah has juz passes away..was told frm an accident..i was den thrust into a moment of wilderness n have been in a sombre mood since..i cant hear dis kind of news..well actualli its for my own gd..i think....it makes me wake up n realise dat life is der for e taking..we have to make full use of it.. i don noe her personally except e usual smiles when we bumped into sch..i still remember back in pri sch..i got dis huge crush on dis gal by e same name..it was later found out dat she thot its her.. n so goes e "jeling-menjeling" in sch...well i was pretty "kental" back in pri sch so mayb dat explain it..khehehe..well i was thinkin of goin melawat..but zaid thot dat i got other motives..like hell no man!!mayb he juz don understand..goin melawat n goin khubur is like a eye-opener for me..though ive been der quite some time, it nvr makes me feel sick of goin der..like..i feel i wanna make myself comfortable with e whole procedure..like u nvr noe wat will happen..n im ridin a bike myself..im sure e risks r all der..but Insha'allah..kalau kita naik dengan selalu mengingati Allah yg Esa..den im sure things will be juz fine..neway goin to Putri Pan Pacific Hotel later dis evening..have a family makan-makan...well i sure don feel like goin after wat had happened..but oh well..life still goes on rite??
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1:18 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
Juz came back frm jb..went to 'KL menjerit' for supper with zak n zaid..e place..got its name when part of e filming of e movie was on location at dat place..ate nasi goreng sambal ayam..nt dat tasty..plus nt even haf full..arghhhh..im gonna grow fat if things cont dis way..neway talkin abt fat..i tried runnin at e stadium earlier on yest..n guess wat...6 rounds ard e track n i only clocked 13:43min..PATHETIC man!!like dats nt even a pass for NAPFA..damn..i really muz start buildin my fitness..cos ns like a few mths away..juz now..talk to e guys..wat ive planned out in e future..i told dem..after ns...im gonna take my deg at SIM which is like 1 1/2 yrs only..den either sign on with SPF or SCDF or juz werk as a teacher..i think e prospect of being a high rank officer appeals to me..really lookin closely at e pros n cons of signin with SCDF..i mean..e pay is quite gd..e job is secured..only dat e higher u go e more responsibilties u have to shoulder..but hey..dat goes for all e jobs in e private sector rite..im aiming at dat time..im gonna ride a R1 plus driving a car...Lancer perhaps..always got a thing for Lancer..haizzzz...gd news for me...my family may be upgrading to a jumbo nx yr...meaning i can rearrange my living arrangement..im gonna have a tv n my own fone line at my bedroom..nvm dat e pc will b at e computer room..i juz wanna a tv!!den im nvr gonna go out of e hrse again..haha..like real..well...i reckons gd things will happen in my life in e near future...cant wait for it to happen..yippyyyyyyyy!!!! :)
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5:08 AM
Monday, July 26, 2004
waiting to go jb..cant go now(time check: 2359)..damn pack e queue dis time ard..neway..guess wat..i actually dreamt of Raja yest..ahuh..Raja Norashikin..ohhh..ive like stop dreamin abt her since i get over her..wonder y she have to appear in my dream again..DAMN..i miss her alot man..am listening to Mariah Carey "My All"..dis song here..brings alot of sweet memories during our reln..i still remember she whld sing it to me..like i will melt down and be in a trance listening to her lovely voice..haizzzz...smt peculiar abt e dream was dat..i remember sayin to myself way before i get over her dat i whld juz let go and not relinquish on e past if i only got a last hug frm her..true enuf i receive dat last hug..albeit only in my dream..sigh..i so wish to meet her again..after so long...wonder how shes doin now..damn another week of bein an emotional wreck..i hate it when dis happen..y oh y cant i forget abt her?i so wish dat ive an ans now..i need help!! how i wish i chld find solace in someone...
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8:59 AM
