Wednesday, August 16, 2006

Mood: Mimpi Yang Sempurna - Peter Pan

From the bottom of my heart, i feel happy for her. She looks just the way she ought to be - smiling. She and her better half. I'm not jealous nor upset. In fact i'm glad that she've found her happiness. I guess my prayers came true after all. :)

Maybe what they said is true. It doesn't matter whether you get to be with someone you love. Knowing that they are happy albeit with other people sets your mind to ease. Knowing that there is someone else who will take good care of them. Someone who can bring the smiles out from them. Someone who will shower them with warmth and love. Someone who will walk alongside them hand-in-hand on the beach when evening comes. Though it won't ever be me, i'm kinda relief that there will be someone to catch her when she falls. Well, love is all about sacrifices right? I am happy. Just as long she is too.

Anyway, i'm gonna stop blogging for the time being. I don't see any more needs for me to blog. Maybe when the day arise and my life eventually has been kick-start again, perhaps i will drop by here. 'till then.

Something to ponder about -

this life is like goin' through a bumpy ride
even if you say you know what's wrong from right
people want to show me, the right way to walk
people want to show me, the right way to talk
why can't i just be myself? why can't you see me the way i am?
i'm not whining nor am i trying to make a stand
i merely want you to look at me without prejudice
i don't want you to think that being with me is such a big risk
i am not a kid anymore, just not the most mature adult
ive got alot of integrity so don't try to make me into something I'm not
why should I join in with those in play, whom I've no delight..
who's not telling the truth, trying to amend the human rights
even if you try to change me a little bit, i'll take it as an insult
for i am an individual with my own kind of mind
thank you very much but i'd rather you be out of my sight!

enjoy life.

~cheers~

Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
11:00 PM