Was watching What Women Want on 5 yesterday. Really damn good romantic movie. Believe me after watching that movie, it somehow gave me hope that real love does still exist in this world. Trust, sincerity and the willingness to go through thick and thin together. Another lesson learnt. Superb!
Hmmmm..
Am i or am i not?
Did i really jumped off the cliff?
Or was it all an illusion?
Truth to be told, i'm still very very afraid. For all the heartaches and sleepless nights.
BUT..
If she's willing, i'm all for it.
I don't wanna say if she's the one or whatsoever. I will only jinx whatever that's gonna happen next, like how it has always been so. Somehow, there's this amazing connection that i feel we shared. Well to my opinion that is. Trust me if anyone could, i'll do everything just to make things work if she's willing as i said. There will no longer be a repeat of a 1-sided relationship..no no..never never never again. People do learnt from their mistakes right? I believe i'm a much better guy now in terms of handling relationships compared to what, 2 years ago? I'm starting to think more for other people then just about myself. Well the world doesn't just revolve around me right? ;) Then if things are to follow the scripts, perhaps i will then have a great companion to follow me to South Africa in 4 years time. Then can have fun together. Phfttt. Who am i to kid. It's way too early to tell. The treatment kinda cold and slow now. I don't know. Ohh God please do not let me get hurt again. *cross fingers*
Gonna be scenes on the 9th of July. Come on England! We are bringing back the cup after 40 long years!!
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
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