The experience from both the ambulance and hospital attachment had definately spur me on to work in the medical field 'cause there's where i truly believe i can unleash my fullest potential. Be it as a paramedic or nurse, i'm sure i can get full job satisfaction from it.
True enough the last few days have seen me learning tremendous amount of new skills. Skills that can make or break a sick person's life. On how a girl tried to commit suicide drinking detergent. Or how i managed to read a sad boy suicide letter. And to see the smiles on the old patients' face when they have someone to take care and interact with them. That brings me joy to my heart (Not the suicide cases that is, hah). Feeling terribly emotional just thinking about it. What have become of me. Haha.
I now know where my future lies. For the good of mankind, they all say. I've decided, this is for me. No more being fickle-minded about it. Now just have to wait for NS to finish. Long wait it might be but i be waiting patiently. Now back to SMM. 4 more weeks to go. Just 4 more. Hafta endureee. Arghh. And yeah heard that i'm one of the 10 to convert to MRF (Medical Response Force) once my course is over. You know the guys that wear mob suits 24/7. Yeah that's Mr F (as my staff sgt would cheekily call them) for you. Gosh i'm so not looking forward to that. Sigh sigh sigh.
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
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