Tuesday, January 04, 2005
Sitting here so early in the morning, I just couldn't get back to sleep. First thing first, i'm glad that i'm recovering well from the fever that had struck me the last 2 days. It's bad man. I can't do anything but to only sleep.
I don't know why but i got this feeling, that
she might not think of me as someone important in her life. She keep talking about
this guy and
that guy. So many guys to talk about. Not that i'm feeling jealous or what (or maybe i do), but i just think that there's a limit to everything. I mean, there's surely other better topics to talk to rather then what you did, talk about, share a joke or two with
him. Come on, spare me all that. I seriously don't need to know. It's ok to open up and i appreciate that but i don't know, i guess i shall try to keep an open mind about it.
I wanna stop whining about my current state of life. Been watching Channel NewsAsia all this while and my heart goes out to the Tsunami victims. People around the world have gone through the worst and here i am idling my life away. I wish, on my part i could do something to help out to make the victims feel better. Anything. I'm willing to go to Aceh, Phuket, Penang or India. Just as long i could do something meaningful in my life. Now is really a good time for me to get away. Come on now.
Mr Big - To Be With You
Hold on little girl
Show me what he's done to you
Stand up little girl
A broken heart can't be that bad
When it's through, it's through
Fate will twist the both of you
So come on baby come on over
Let me be the one to show you
I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you
Build up your confidence
So you can be on top for once
Wake up who cares about
Little boys that talk too much
I seen it all go down
Your game of love was all rained out
So come on baby, come on over
Let me be the one to hold you
Why be alone when we can be together baby
You can make my life worthwhile
And I can make you start to smile
Just to be the next to be with you
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
8:45 AM