Thursday, January 13, 2005

I am so tired. And so confused right now. Nothing i do now can ever seemed right. Is she meant to be mine? Or someone else? Does she wanna be with me? Or isit she just can't choose between the two? I don't know what i've done to deserve all this. It's like i'm stuck in this predicament forever. I just can't seemed to set my mind free. It's always about this or about that. Sometime i just wanna let things go and fall into a long long sleep. To go somewhere where i won't have to think about certain things. Where my mind would be at ease for as long as i want things to be. Can i have that chance?

I need enlightenment. God, forgive me for all the sins i've made this 22 years. Especially the ones for the last couple of months. I wanna repent. Wanna be on the straight path again. Please guide me through as i am still and will forever be Your weak being. I wanna do good once again. Forgive me. Amin.

Hoobastank - Disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Though I try to look away
The pain it still remains
Only leaving when you're next to me

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away?
So can you come and make them disappear?
Make them disappear and we can stay

So I stand and look around
Distracted by the sounds
Of everyone and everything I see
And I search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away?
So can you come and make them disappear?
Make them disappear and we can stay

Can you make them disappear?
Make them disappear

There's a pain that sleeps inside
It sleeps with just one eye
And awakens the moment that you leave
Gonna search through every face
Without a single trace
Of the person
The person that I need

Do you know that everytime you're near
Everybody else seems far away?
So can you come and make them disappear?
Make them disappear and we can stay

Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
1:25 AM