Saturday, January 01, 2005

The countdown yesterday started abit slow. Chill with her first at Holland V before meeting up with the guys. We went to BFD at East Coast. Was quite nice the place over there. Managed to dance to tunes of Abba, Elvis and the Supremes. Superb! Then went to Hendrix, gosh was it happening in there. Enjoyed myself but could have been much better if we were to planned out beforehand.

So 2004 has passed us by. Main events that have happened in my life for the past year.

- Passed my bike license, able to get a bike thanks to mummy.

- Class 3 probation finally over.

- Got to know new friends: Taibah, Firda, Mazliana, Nadya, Aidah, Nurul, Yana, Nana, Emy, Aini, Shuijah and Yarni.

- Got back in contacts with old friends: Ain, Aini, Seri, Aniah, Azfa, Faizah, Lisha.

- And of course lost some friends along the way.

- Finally graduated from NYP.

- Send in applications to Police, Fire-fighter and Paramedic.

- Finally gotten over Hajjar and Raja for good.

- Few arguments now and then with my cousin, but all is well now.

- Mummy giving green light to have someone special by my side.

- KL trip.

- Umrah.

- Moving to a new house with much bigger room for myself. The main master bedroom to be exact. (i got 2 master)

- And the most significant events of all in 2004 is meeting her, being with her, losing her, and finding her again. In another term, i've found someone i truly love.

I really hope 2005 will hold much more significance for both me and her.

I've come to realise something. All this while, i've always work hard (that's what i always think, but i was wrong) to make her feel something for me. To hear her say "i love you" to me. But now, all i want to do is to make her feel better. Had a nice talk with her just now, and found out that something is actually bothering her. I want her to know that my existance in her life is to convince her that even if she don't ever fall in love with me, i will always be there for her whenever she needs me. Maybe it's the new year ushered in but now i'm starting to think for myself and other people. Starting not to be selfish and to think about other people's feelings. I guess this is just another process of growing up. And i only have her to thank to. Clearly i'm not what i am without her. I'm lost for words whenever i think how she had made a huge impact in my life eventhough the time knowing each other isn't that long. She is someone so special in my life that i reckon i have to work double as hard this year compared to the last. Ohh well, i'm more than happy to do so.

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11:57 PM