Thursday, December 16, 2004
"Just because something good ends doesn't mean something better won't begin."
That's what
she wrote as her msn nick. Am real curious what it meant. Or maybe i just wanna know whether it concern me. Right amin. Wake up. Move on. She's gone. She don't care/can't be bothered about you no more. Arggghhhh!!!!
Ok relax. I need to compose myself. Been 8 days since not talking to her. Felt like years. Wonder how she is doing right now. Always see her online everyday, but i always refrained myself from clicking on her nick and dropping by to say hi. I can't. 'Bcos i will know that she won't reply to my messages. Well that's her. Oh well.
Gonna pack my stuff soon. Damn less than 24 hours and i haven't start anything yet. Hope this trip will make me stop thinking about her. I wanna enjoy myself there. But on one hand, i'm gonna miss her alot. Why? Maybe knowing i'm thousand of kilometer away from her. Sigh. Get a life amin.
PS. Feeling shitty about the thoughts of just having a relationship again. My nick in msn? ~ LOVE: a word we love to hate!
Classic from her. Her nick when i just get to know her. I think i'm becoming a pessimist in love. Can't blame me though. Right?
The Calling - Stigmatized
If I give up on you I give up on me
If we fight what's true, will we ever be
Even God himself and the faith I knew
Shouldn't hold me back, shouldn't keep me from you
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as i am
And live our lives, stigmatized
I can feel the blood rushing though my veins
When i hear your voice, driving me insane
Hour after hour day after day
Every lonely night that i sit and pray
Tease me, by holding out your hand
Then leave me, or take me as I am
And live our lives, stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides,
But we keep together you and I
Just live our lives, stigmatized
We'll live our lives, We'll take the punches everyday
We'll live our lives I know we're gonna find our way
I believe in you
Even if no one understands
I believe in you, and i don't really give a damn
If we're stigmatized
We live our lives on different sides
But we keep together you and I
We live our lives on different sides
We gotta live our lives
Gotta live our lives
Were gonna live our lives
We're gonna live our lives, Gonna live our lives,
Stigmatized
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
3:44 PM
