Saturday, December 04, 2004

"Even if u hv found Mr Right,it wldnt mean a ting if he doesnt feel e same..Gd morning!"

My heart almost skip a beat when i read that message when i was having my breakfast. That's like after so many days not talking. What does she mean by that? "Ohh..it's just a forwarded message ah". Right..as if i'm so dumb. Yet whatever it is, i choose not to believe the true content of that message. It can't be right. I will never be her mr right. Im not her type. That's for sure. But then why? I don't get it. Never will i know. Made for her a I'm-so-sorry card. For whatsoever reason, i don't know why. Just to show her i'm still here? *Puzzled* This is like the first ever card i've ever made for her or anybody else. Yup, not even with Raja or Hajjar did i actually made this kind of effort. She should be honoured, but still no thanks from her or whatsoever. Clearly never appreciate the things i've done for her. Bet Hajjar is so against her 'bcos of that. I don't know. I will just take things a step at a time. I'm so tired to actually think about this. Sigh.

Gonna shift house in few hours to come. No more "my room". I think i'm gonna get emotional here. This room of mine, hold lotsa of sweet memories. I basically grew up in this room. Found myself here. Only these walls bear witness to the joy and sorrow of my life. The ups and downs. They are the one i turn to to vent my anger and to release my tears. (Yes, Taibah i do cry, and please stop with your comments in msn. Its getting irritating.Hee.) Am listening to Billy Paul's Me and Mrs Jones, the one Taufik sang so perfectly. This song is supa-slow and nice and emotional. Simply loving it! (nah nah nah naaah..)

Shall stop here. Am so sleepy.

P.S Yes Miss Taibah is so baik, so jambu, is a great person, so funny and cute, a great catch, pretty, cute, beautiful smiles. Not! I lied. She is in fact the queen of the land of the Kentalz. That makes her SUPA-kental. She think she's funny, but she's not. She think she is a good fb player, but she's not. She think she's so hot, but she's not. She is crazy, insane, giler, tak siuman and banyak-banyak lagi la. Okla, that's not true also. She's just Miss Taibah, who's 24 but doesn't act her age. Period.

Me and Mrs. Jones -
we've got a thing going on.
We both know that it's wrong,
but it's much too strong
to let it go now.
We meet everyday, at the same café
6:30 I know - I know she'll be there.
Holding hands - making all kinds of plans
while the jukebox play our favorite song.
Me and Mrs. Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones
we've got a thing going on.
We both know that it's wrong,
but it's much too strong
to let it go now.
We've gotta be extra careful
That we don't build our hopes up too high.
'Cause she's got her own obligations
and so – and so do I...
Me and Mrs. Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones
we've got a thing going on.
We both know that it's wrong,
but it's much too strong
to let it go now.
Well it's time for us to be leaving
It hurts so much - it hurts so much inside
Now she'll go her way
And I'll go mine.
Tomorrow we'll meet the same place – the same time.
Me and Mrs. Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones – Mrs. Jones
we've got a thing going on.
We've gotta be extra careful.
We can't afford to build our hopes up too high.
I wanna meet,
and talk with you,
at the same place,
the same café,
the same time
And we're gonna hold hands like we used to
We're gonna talk it over, talk it over
We know, they know, and you know and I know that it was wrong
But I'll make it strong...
We've gotta let 'em know now
We've got a thing going on...
...thing going on...

Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
5:09 AM