Tuesday, December 28, 2004
"i hate you in every possible way" by Ashley Kerns
im sorry but i gotta say
how very much i hate you in every possible way
you made my life hell
you took advantage you casted a love spell
you really didn't love me
how could i be so blind i just couldn't see
you used me and treated me like dirt you caused me alot of pain and hurt
how could i be so wrong i thought our relationship was true i thought it was strong
you caused my heart to break
all the misery you put me through i just couldn't take
so now im really gonna say goobye i wont let u back in my life and thats not a lie
That's what
she wrote in EC. Ok amin get the hint. Period.
Been doing alot of soul-seaching during the trip to KL last weekend (yes, again. This time with my family). I must say i can't stop thinking about her. But i've finally realised, that if ever we were meant to be together, our path wil cross again one day. I ain't gonna stop in my path of life just because
she's gone. I still haven't see the world yet. Haven't meet new people yet. I'm gonna end all this emotional shit of mine now. No more mourning of how i miss her and how i need her in my life. Fuck it all! I'm gonna be strong. I can do it!!
Planning with zaid by the time we are 25 and working full-time, would really wanna visit Geneva. That will be totally cool. I can go snowboarding! Always wanna try. Or go backpacking across Europe. See, there's always life after someone so dear left you. I just have to be absolutely positive. I'm gonna think about
her once in awhile but "
That feeling happens at some point in life" right?
Ohh what the hell.
PS. Hope this year new year celebration countdown is much better than the previous one. Went to chijmes for salsa. Nice but would like to try something different this year. The countdown begins now.
Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
2:25 AM
