Friday, August 20, 2004

Been awhile since i update my blog.Well seriously there's nothing new in my life to talk abt..so mundane.Neway 2 days ago,(tue) i played futsal at NUS. Thx to zak for askin me along, i had a great time der..I nearly forgot wat it's like to play soccer..i mean..e joy frm playin it. Thx goodness i can still play...i still remember e main reason i actually quit playin competitive soccer..dat was like in 2001 when i was 18. At dat time i was playing for e Woodlands Wellington FC u-18 squad..it was e middle of e season dat i made up my mind to quit..for good..i was like feeling so jaded frm all e trainings n matches..damn..wat was i thinkin..after all e yrs of puttin in effort n determination playing soccer for various clubs..after all e joy of travellin together with ur buddies, playing together, eating together, train together, fight together..i juz give up..yesh..juz like dat..so easy..truth to be told..i was juz mths away frm being "promoted" to the Prime squad..which is e feeder team for e S-League..if only i chld have dat perseverance in me back den..im so sure i chld have make it far..well i guess now its kinda too late huh..sigh..i nvr chld make a good decision..

Sometimes im juz so sick of having a gf..i mean..dat's alot of complications along the way and i don think i wanna sacrifice wat i have now to have a gf..well..if she were to come..there's a different story...

well getting late..need to slp..damn..tmr got java nite class..i drat friday nites..i really suffer in dat class..all alone..sigh...9 more weeks to graduation..till den..chao!! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..........

Mister Turtle urge you to join the mutant war!!!
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