Monday, July 26, 2004

waiting to go jb..cant go now(time check: 2359)..damn pack e queue dis time ard..neway..guess wat..i actually dreamt of Raja yest..ahuh..Raja Norashikin..ohhh..ive like stop dreamin abt her since i get over her..wonder y she have to appear in my dream again..DAMN..i miss her alot man..am listening to Mariah Carey "My All"..dis song here..brings alot of sweet memories during our reln..i still remember she whld sing it to me..like i will melt down and be in a trance listening to her lovely voice..haizzzz...smt peculiar abt e dream was dat..i remember sayin to myself way before i get over her dat i whld juz let go and not relinquish on e past if i only got a last hug frm her..true enuf i receive dat last hug..albeit only in my dream..sigh..i so wish to meet her again..after so long...wonder how shes doin now..damn another week of bein an emotional wreck..i hate it when dis happen..y oh y cant i forget abt her?i so wish dat ive an ans now..i need help!! how i wish i chld find solace in someone... 

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